This was supposed to go into my main profile information, but I think it would be better in my journal since basically, I'm just talking to myself again. 

Sometimes, as I sit back doing nothing, I wonder: What would these idiots do if ever Ragnarok were to come? Most probably they would all die. These people, pretending to be strong and intelligent are just too weak to be able to realize their own weakness. Almost all of them are devoid of the survival instinct which makes me what I am. I guess I'm a big pile of raw survival and killer instinct. Too bad humans are no more the homo sapiens that were supposed to exist in the times of the vikings.

Too bad that humans now think nothing else than to earn money, and to study hard so that they can get money, get laid, get kids, and have their kids make money. What would happen if, let's say, Ragnarok were to come in 2012? Would the people simply stand and lament their own inability to do anything, or will they break-down and think that they have wasted all this time simply to die without getting married or anything like that.

In all likelihood, few are those who will stand up and take arms. Even fewer are those who will survive battle. Most of them will simply take up arms to 'act cool', but death does not differentiate between people who are cool and people who are not. Either way, you end up cold, and it's only a step away from cool.

How many people can kill without second thought? How many people will not hesitate before killing? There might be no one who will be able to do this. People will simply die. Has Valhalla closed its gates to humans? The only way to get to Valhalla is to die through battle, and because of stupid laws, ethics, and legislations, we are denied this right.

We cannot kill, we cannot fight, we cannot do anything. It is because of this that we have become gamers. The intensity of a battle can only be felt in a game, as the moment of death crawls near, you find your hidden powers. I've felt that elation lots of times, the feeling of reaching another level of mental power and calculation. The feeling of getting close to the jaws of Death and simply laughing back at him. The feeling of having attained a levwl which cannot be crossed by the normal populace. This indescribable feeling of power which simply comes in your body and mind.

Even if I am so enthusiastic about this feeling, many gamers are simply ignorant about this, playing just to 'follow the trend'. As such, they do not deserve the title of gamer.

After questioning myself a long time, I have come to the conclusion that there is no normal future for me. As the Oracle once said to Neo, 'It means know thy self. I wanna tell you a little secret, being the one is just like being in love. No one needs to tell you you are in love, you just know it, through and through.'